Princess Mononoke

[!see-also] Maybe I may be influenced by Ursula Le Guin's The world for world is forest

Everyone wants to help you

Or maybe not quite, and you will see people living their truths, they will seemingly want to help you and maybe they do, but you can't really do much other than do what you feel is right, ride the balance, see where they come from, maybe even see their intentions, you don't really need to actually. None of this is required, but what feels right is to know that there is no best way, and there is no worse way, and the world is changing and people are changing it faster, and you will feel the changes.

You might be coming from a dying breed

The world has so much fucking pressure on it, coming from all sides. You learned a way of the world that people might think is weird, strange, there is something childlike in it, there is something you know that other people haven't thought to try, because the model doesn't work quite like how easily it comes to you. Everyone is trying to look for you, everyone is trying to find you and maybe inch you a little.

You notice all the things that you need to

You are so interesting, the way you see the world is unique! This is a possible answer to Thought Discretization so you shouldn't have to worry about that all that much.

Yes it's scary, yes you are no different from anyone else, but everyone else is so different in these ways too.

Kodama

And you might have these passing people, these Kodama who will cheer you on, be things that might look creepy.

Hell, maybe they are people, they are signs

It's over! No it isn't, we're alive, hurry quick!

There are so many different ways that you might end up dealing with being the only one who is alive. Because you probably shouldn't have survived right? Why you? Anyone died. the smartest people, the most loving people, ALL THE PEOPLE Who really lived, died. just like that.

Guess what. Life really is meaningless. Will you look at that.

Well hold on, we just hit a barrier, yeah. Yeah! that's right, anyone died. The Smartest people who seemed like they lived, threw themselves out there. The people who were rich even though they seemingly didn't deserve to be rich! The people who were blessed

AND THEN WE FALL FOR HEAVEN! yes. ThIS IS THE FOMA THAT MAKES SENSE TO ME. this is all just a test. This is just one big silly test, and god knows when after. that I will be recompensed. SOmeone will re

Surviors guilt

[there is so much yet to be said, i just was pulled away, i will add more upon a rewatch]